03.04.2023

Telling any doctor we have a complex inner world is always nerve-racking, and telling our therapist about it today was no different. It probably would be easier if we were diagnosed with DID or something, mostly because it wouldn't make our doctors wonder what the hell we're referring to...

So, here's the thing: being a system has brought us quite a lot of baggage over the years, so in that sense we definitely fit under the «disordered» criteria. However, we still don't know if we should self-diagnose because, golly, we're under so much care right now... so, it feels a bit weird to be speculating about our own mental health. Does that make sense? Probably not.

Anyways, we spent around 3 hours in and out of a bus just to deliver a letter to a hospital and return... let's hope they get back to us quickly- if we get an appointment there to «confirm» we're transgender, that brings us one step closer to getting on HRT, which would be pretty cool!!

Nothing else to report. Our head hurts.